R.I.P. my iPod. Approx 2 years old. Why must the good die young :(
Today was really a bad day. Only happy things were going to Orchard Rd with Joanna (we are really sua ku like "What? That closed down?! Omg new shopping mall?!?!" haha) and the Teachers' Day performance. Truthfully the performance wasn't really our best and I wish it was better. I really am not really anticipating the holidays; I really want to just stay at home, or rather, in my room, for the entire week. I don't give a shit what I do inside, as long as it's just me myself and I for seven days. I need my alone time. The people just assume only THEY have problems. I'm really effing angry and I have to contain my anger- will never know who visits here. Who reads here anyway. And what's the point of pouring depressing pissing emotions here when this won't help make things happier.
Disclaimer: Really hardcore emo pissing content.
I'm so sick and tired and I'm really sick and tired of saying this. I rather raise cattles and milk cows 4am in the morning than go on with this stress-filled journey. I'm just not attracted to life in the city. I cringe when I see slogans like "Life goes digital!" because no that will be freaking scary everything becomes so artificial. I was so disappointed with how homogeneous the shopping malls along Orchard Road are. They sell the same things, same brands, even the building designs are the same "techy/atas" type. Every five steps I take I see a Giordano (and don't let me get started with the smiley tshirt that's recently become the new little miss tees) Yucks this is beginning to sound like some fail-grade GP essay. Anyway, I just hate life in fast lane I want to stroll once in a while, I want everyone to be less grumpy because everyone is just becoming rude, uncaring, selfish and wanna be on top.
As much as I hate digital things, I need a new phone. The current one is might as well just throw the metal crap away. Too bad I have my responsibilities and duties to fulfil and need the phone for communication purposes.
Hates digital things, really. What am I doing here I'm so logging off.
Will be back when I'm less frustrated with my life urgh yes I'm not feeling anywhere near contented with life it can be so much better if not for the kind of world i live in. Anyway, till then.
